Photography has become such a big thing in my life that everything else, other than Dean, has become dull. If I’m not photographing or editing photos, it seems to me that I have nothing interesting to do.

This scares me a bit (and also delights me). I don’t know why it scares me, but it does. I guess that is why I need the projects and the constant pushing myself in photography: the projects, the exercises, and the material.

Today, I spent all day at home, not really doing anything, just trying to think of what I could photograph. And the fact that I couldn’t come up with anything made my Sunday just a little bit more sad. I need more photos, I need more Dean.